Gradual Grind
Everything seems so damn gradual this year.
Not only is Project Vee moving forward at a snail’s pace–and not for lack of time spent working on it–but odds are, even if you were related to me and/or saw me several times a month, you wouldn’t know I’ve been working out 5 days a week since January unless I told you.
I’ve actually achieved significant progress in both software and fitness. But I can’t produce a lot of evidence thereof, except strike-throughs in the long list of Project Vee’s implementation phases and page after page of hand-written logs of weights and reps. And receipts for investment for both.
To demonstrate progress in Project Vee, I would have to show you source code and database schemas from before and after. I’d have to use a lot of handwaving and anecdotes to explain why I’ve made some of the design changes I have, and what I foresee using those changes to accomplish in the (hopefully near) future. Because if I run the software for you…it looks a lot like it did before I started working. I only recently launched into significant UI changes. And those are going as slowly as you might expect if you’ve ever tried to re-tool a 12-year-old UI (I never had; now I know: it goes damn slow).
To demonstrate progress in weight training–let’s just stop that right there. I (very) intentionally took no “before” photos of my white, pudgy body with the skinny arms and lack of chest definition. Consider the universe spared. I didn’t measure my biceps or quads and chest or anything. I didn’t even weigh myself regularly for the first 2-3 months of the year.
The important point is: I can’t usefully show off what I’ve been doing this year. Because I seem to have launched projects with no real appreciation for how long they would take. I might be forgiven for underestimating how long it would take to build up some real shoulders, being a newb to weight training. But I launched Project Vee after nearly 20 years of professional development experience. Just another project manager blithely believing the estimates he gets from his engineer. Silly me (the project manager) believing me (the engineer).
I only recently learned that to move out of “novice” category in weight training, you need to have been training regularly for 2 years or more. And even then, you just get to wear the “intermediate” label for another year or so. In fact, I only just moved into the “novice” category. (My wife likes to point out that it took me a couple decades to get the body I had at the beginning of the year, and I shouldn’t expect rapid changes; she is liking the slowly improving me, though.)
Once again, I’ve learned that significant progress requires significant work.
Just once, though, I’d like something to be easy.
-David